I’m moving on.
Back to the good old single life, motherrrfuckers[:
i’m likin’ it already.
don’t get mad that i’m moving on. YOU were the one that wanted this. so when you’re mad about guys tryna flirt & all that, you shouldn’t be. i’m not yours anymore. you didn’t want me to be.
Isn’t it crazy how two people can think two completely different things about one relationship </3
I’m usually never on this end.
Karma hurts like bitch.
Hurts like a bitch. Like I was okay with us breaking up and everything. But when you find out a guy barely even cared in the first place, damn. That really screws you over./:
Laughing away my sadness(:
thanks to Christian Jemmott, haha(: I need to stay optimistic about things now. Can’t be sad over boobooboys(:
Officially on a break,
so soon ): but I need him to figure out what he needs from me, I’ll be here.
After how good everything was yesterday, me & James almost broke up. /: it wasn’t for any specific reason, I guess it was kinda because for some reason things felt, idk, wrong. Well that’s what he thought. Honestly, I was hurt. I know we haven’t been together for that long, but I feel like it’s gonna last a while. So when we were thinking about starting over and not being officially together anymore, I didn’t think I could do that. So I wanted him to decide. Either leave or stay. I couldn’t start over and see what happened. I told him not to stay because he thought he had to, I only wanted him to stay if he WANTED to. Well he stayed, he said that he wants a REAL relationship, & he thinks I could give that to him. But idk, things still feel awkward. Like after that whole conversation last night, idk what to talk to you about. I’m just, idk. I don’t know how to feel anymore. I’m scared to like you any more than I already do because I’m scared that I’m gonna get hurt. /: So I’m thinking I’ll give you some time to decide if you really wanna be with me. Because tryna figure out if you really wanna stay with me or leave me is something I don’t wanna worry about right now. ): I know what I want, I wanna work this out. But you, I’ll give you time to decide. Its up to you. Yeah, it’ll hurt if you decided you didn’t wanna be with me anymore. But it would hurt even more if you stayed and ended things later..
Personal Blog,
I just made this one because I can’t vent out about really personal stuff anymore cuuz James & all these other people read through my stuff. So the people that I decided to follow on this account are the people that I trust with reading my stuff,
But I don’t want anyone else finding out about this tumblr, Kay thanks